I’m not having a very good day … And when this happens for whatever reason, I tend to get down on myself. Big. Time. So I’m having a day. Every sad song is written for me, everything that happens that is bad must be because I deserve it. It just becomes a spiral until I’m sitting here ready to cry.
But then … I think about the fact that I’ve yet to post on the blog for Window Wednesday, and I think about all of the different stuff that I’ve posted on here. I try to remember being inspirational. Saying awesome things about believing in myself. And then I remember that while right this moment I might be having a bad day, but that doesn’t define who I am.
And I start thinking about who I am. Who I am is so very different than who I was just a few short years ago. Who I am is:
I’m a mom to the most amazing little boy.
I’m an athlete. I still don’t always believe this, but I’m trying.
I’m the family cook. I’ve even mastered my own home dairy as of late making yogurt and various other concoctions.
I’m a hard working employee who is very passionate about working at CMOST.
I’m so many things to all of my friends.
I hope that I’m kind, compassionate and giving.
I hope that I can be half the person that I aspire to be… some day. So while I’m having a bad day, what I know is that I may be having a bad day today, but generally I am lucky.
And that is who I am today …. Who are you?